Thanksgiving

Last cg of the year was just awesome!! :) Instead of the usual message / word that we get from our cg leader, Zes, she opened the floor to 1 at a time... She asked us what is 1 thing that we want to give thanks to God for, for year 2010. 1 by 1 went off and by the end of it, the girls in cg were all crying. Individually, we were each so touched and thankful that God has given us what we have and how God was seen working in everyone's situation. God is just great! :)

Didn't feel as though i gave thanks for mine completely cos halfway thru, i was tearing 'kindda too much' to talk? :P So, i told Han, i will blog my thanksgiving for year 2010.. It's easier to blog than talk hehe

Year 2010?? :) A few things to give thanks about but the major one has to do with my wedding. I married my best friend who accepted me just as i am with or without MS. But knowing that i have MS and he still asked me to marry him, i'm just speechless. Truly, what i prayed for 2 years ago that i wanted a guy who accepted me just as i am came true.

Going back in time to 2 months after diagnosis where i told Zes & Sam that i wouldn't get attach or marry someone. Reason being, I didn't want him to be financially or emotionally burden the moment he say 'I Do'. To me, the burden is mine and i should be the only one to bear it. Seeing what the rest have done for me was enough to make me come to this conclusion...

That was then :) A few weeks ago, i learnt the meaning of 'burden'... It's sharing of everything... no matter whether it's a positive or negative issue.. it's sharing :) Han taught me this... i was admitted for 2 days to go thru the MRI scans, tests etc... All went well :) Praise God... it wasn't just the result of the MRI where it told me that there's no new lesions in my brain AND my old lesions are now smaller in size BUT Han stayed with me throughout the entire 2 days that i was admitted :)

The above are the major things that i wanna give thanks for and even more!! Lots more in the background that i'm not saying here :) But dad, mum, small fry & smallest fry :D big thank you for year 2010 :D